I don't know how many people actually read my blog, but if you do please keep my baby in your prayers. When we went to get the ultrasound yesterday, the technician found something wrong with the baby. There was not enough water in the bowel area. They said that it could just be that she did not drink that much of the fluid that morning, or it could be an indication of Down Syndrome. The doctor said that there are no other indication's that the baby has Down Syndrome but they want me back in four weeks to make sure. Surprisingly, I am not too worried. I'm just thankful that the heart, brain and other parts of the body turned out okay. You would never wish your child to have a disability, but I feel like if the baby does have Down Syndrome, it would not be the worst thing in the world. Since I had a brother who died, I have always had that in the front of my mind. Not to be pessimistic but just being realistic. I feel blessed to have seen such a boy and the miracles that he has brought to our lives. My brother has helped me see that even in the pain there is beauty. So, if it is Down Syndrome I know that she and us, her parents, will be okay. But just pray that everything goes well and that whatever happens God will give us the strength to deal with it!
So I went to get my ultrasound today. And I can't believe this but I am having a girl! I'm a little scared but everyone keeps telling me it is going to be okay. With the way that the women are in my family and Abraham's, she will be quite a handful. Don't get me wrong, the women in our families are strong, independent and good-hearted but we are all as stubborn and headstrong as mules. My mother is wonderful and I feel blessed to have such a wonderful and strong woman to look up to. However, I also know that there are many responses that I do not want to inherit. I can already see my mother coming through when I interact with my niece who is rather similar to me. And it scares me. Every parent messes up and it is inevitable, but it still scares me. I just need to remember to be conscious about my responses to my daughter. Thank God I can see how wonderful and big-hearted those women are. My sisters and I have turned out okay, so I need to remember that!
I am not sure how this is possible but our weather is going to be 80 degrees tomorrow and then in about three to four days the high will be 56 degrees. Only in Arizona!
I am pregnant. Sorry Dan, for taking so long to blog about it! I'm pretty sure that everyone who reads my blog has already known this for awhile, but just in case you didn't know there is the official news. My first doctor's appointment is February 11. I can't wait! So we will see how it is going then.
Lately I have been so frustrated that actors, musicians and sports figures get paid such a ridiculous amount of money! I think it is absurd how much we pay them. Doctors get paid way less but they are SAVING LIVES! And how did those doctors get to where they are? Through teachers. Unfortunately, our society values these people much more than those who make a real difference in other people's lives. Today I heard that they are considering an actor's strike in Hollywood. Are you freaking kidding me? I just have to say that I love Tom Hanks and George Clooney in their plea to not start a strike! The Screen Actor's Guild is infuriating! As if they don't have enough money!
I am sitting in my house at this moment and I just had to share something that is absolutely hilarious! I am locked in my house with the door unlocked! I know! I know! I sound crazy right now but I'm serious! I'm sure that if it were a dark and stormy night, it would be pretty freaky. Having your door unlocked but not being able to get out could be scary, but on a bright sunny day it is just HILARIOUS! Oh maintenance is here! Freedom!
For the past two months I have been working the evening shift where I have to work till 6:30. Luckily, the other teacher has been willing to switch every other week so that we could both get good enough hours. We have had two people apply for the later position. Yet somehow we still do not have a closer. The first one seemed really perfect but never showed up to the interview. Most recently, we had another who seemed really nice and friendly and good with kids. She showed up to the interview so I was hoping to start at my old morning schedule next week. However, she never called my boss back after the interview! AH! What is going on? I know I've got to learn more patience but I'm starting to lose my mind!
